Dear friend,
I'm sorry for not keeping in touch as much as I should. Things doesn't feel right anymore and I have a lot of anger that I am scared I will use on people that don't deserve it. I know I shouldn't bottle it up, instead just talk about it to you but it's hard to know where to start when everything in your head feels like a big mess.
One minute I am really happy, the next get a lonely feeling inside. I keep wanting to change but I am to scared to let go.
Everything feels frustrating and I just wish things were a bit easier... just a little bit... enough to push myself forward. Because at the minute I feel stuck and that's very unlike me.
I don't recognize myself... something's just not right.
How are you my darling?
Love Suembi Lue x x
Your writing is so very honest. It has a quality that is quite unusual in these times. It sounds to me like you are going through a tough time, but tough times will make you stronger. Stay strong, darling! In time things will make sense, I promise. :)
ReplyDeleteLove Char
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Thank you so much Char for you kind words,
ReplyDeleteHearing that makes me want to keep going and be as strong as I know I can be! I am honest in my writing and I will continue that way as it is the .only. way I could possibly write here. :)
Take care!
Love Suembi Lue