Knocking on your door

Dear friend,

I have something very important but also very sensitive topic to talk to you about. It can be quite upsetting to think about or even just read so I apologize in advance for that.

A few days ago I found out that two young lads (with their whole lives ahead of them) decided to both take their lives not far away from where I live. A dog walker found them on his daily morning was and was in so much shock that he had to be taken into hospital. It makes you think when you read or hear stories like this and it does unfortunately happen every day to someone even though you might not hear or find out about it. But when it happens right where you live it really makes you think (it's not easy to distance yourself from something like it especially not when its practically on your doorstep).

Ever since I heard about the tragic news. The same thoughts have been going over and over in my head. Why did two lads decide to take their lives? Were they really that unhappy or was it something that could have changed for the better the next day? Why does anyone choose to take their life when they have been given the amazing chance to be here on this planet? How do you deal with it if it happens to you? Always questions but no answers.

If I could ever change any one's mind to do something so big, so painful, horrific and to be honest selfish, I would do it in a flash. And that's one of the reasons I am writing to you my friend. No matter who you are, what you are or where you are... I want you to know that I am your friend. Always. And what ever might happen, we'll sort it out together, right? That's what friends do!

There are things in this world that can't be fixed, but things can always get better. Sure it might take time, effort or a lot of help but things can and will always get better. I wish I could tell this to every soul in the universe right now at this moment: You will never be alone, things will get better and loving ourselves makes our soul stronger than ever before!

If that would help even just one person just by telling them that, I would happy.
Thank you my amazing friend for always being here for me.
Love Suembi Lue x x